Author: Adventures

Make him recognize me

Make my face familiar, make my voice familiar, make him recognize me.  Bar ministry has not met any of my expectations. And thank God for that. I've realized that my expectations for working in the bars were extremely narrow. I intended to show love and share love with the women being sold. But God intended more for me. God intended for me to make an impact on the women but he surprised me with his insistence in making an impact on the men.  The women are slaves to others' desire The men are slaves to their own desire I began to notice that I did not need to do much more...

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You’re Beautiful

One, splendid morning, my team and I were all sitting together outside of our guesthouse having “team time”, a time in which we sit down together and point out one another’s strengths and shortcomings with the intention of helping one another grow into the young women God has created us to be. During this particular meeting, my leader, Sierra, decided it was the perfect time and place to tell me how beautiful I was; that I needed to start embracing this natural and raw beauty God has granted me, and start walking with confidence. I know, not your standard feedback....

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Are you there, God? Its me, Callen.

What am I doing here? What do I do everyday? How is it already July 11th? Why do I feel like I am just getting started? Do I even know anyone from Thailand after a month and a half? What will I tell people when I go back home? Will I disappoint them? Why did Emma break her good ankle? Why is Sierra in the hospital right now? Why do I feel defeated when the Bible says we are “conquerors?” Why is the whole team getting sick? Why haven't I witnessed any “miracles?” Why does nothing happen when I pray for healing? Am I doing something...

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Childlike Faith

We only have 2 weeks left? Next week is our last FULL week? When did that happen?  I can't decide if this trip has gone by quickly or slowly. Training camp seems ages and ages ago, but it doesn't seem like we should be going home so soon either. Even though we will be flying home before we know it, this trip isn't over yet. God can and will do so much in our last couple of weeks! But today I was thinking about what I would miss most about Thailand and the sweet little girl, Faa, who I see every week at the slums instantly popped into my head.  I know you...

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What the Heck God??

Let me just set the stage for you… It’s 4pm on Monday in Chiang Mai, Thailand. A lot of people on my team decided not to do ministry today because they felt like the Lord was calling them to spend time with Him. I, however, was super excited about ministry and heard Jesus tell me to expect big things. My lovely teammate and dear friend Callen also felt called to do ministry so we decided to go together. We prayed and asked the Lord for direction and then went off to the bars.  About a minute into our walk we find a lady making ice cream sandwiches (like literally ice cream...

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The River Song

After coming back from the village I kept hearing God repeat one phrase to me: "I want your heart. All of it." I came to the realization that my heart has been divided for quite some time but God has been patient (a quality I most certainly lack and admire) and has been pursuing me until I was ready to finally let Him have it. I am happy to report that this week I finally gave my heart to God. Completely. Since then I have been falling for Him. Hard. Head over Heels. Crazy in Love. The crazy thing is, He is loving me right back. And His love is far exceeding the...

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